i hate my fucked up life. i finally threw up everything that i have bottled in my heart for so many years and yet u still claimed dat u dun treat my like a pri sch kid. u wun even realise it. u are nt the one experiencing and going thru my life. fuck my life. and now u are forcing me to forgo one of my comitments, which is like impossible. how bout u have a taste of wad im going thru b4 u complain bout the things i do. u keep telling me to telling me to end my programs early juz to return back home on time to ur curfew and yet u keep telling me to not to give things up halfway. so wads da point of me learning stuffs when u keep teliing me to learn halfway and go back home. i feel so god dam fucked up. 17 years old and stil with a fucking curfew.
wheneva i look at people arnd me, i feel more and more like a pri sch kid. plus i gt laughed at by several of my frenz for being a mama kid. seriously i dun take such comments to heart but at wad u do to me, how u treat my and ur way of discipline. fucked up discipline. u claimed its nt pri sch displinary method, but still, u wld not noe coz u think its ur way of discipline! and u dun even wan to listen to opinions from outsiders! least even care bout me and my pride. even teens like us have our pride and privacy. try being laughed at for being a mama boy and missed out on the fun u could have with frenz. and u keep coming up with excuses bout my two other bros and hw i shld be leading a gud example. pls for god sake. i am only returning home late and fri and sat and yet u are complaining. its nt like for god's fuck i din even notify u. and im nt in those gangster stuffs or wad. im out late becoz of training and sometimes even helping out at competition. and yet u are assuming im out doing something bad! wtf is this man. u cant even trust ur child who has undergone 8 years of discipline. yes u even threatened to confiscate all my priviledges and money and force me to eat home food or lunch boxes to sch. if this isnt pri sch way, then wad is? i always look at my frenz and pics of dem having fun dat i missed out juz becoz u came up with some stupid reason to stop me from going coz u suspect dat those frenz are bad frenz. i dun even dare bring home frenz since pri sch all becoz of this. all becoz of how u treat me and how u will suspect my ring of frenz. ur way of thinking is so god dam old fashioned! pls.. change ur way of thinknig. u cant oways stay in ur old times.
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