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Saturday, August 22, 2009

How i wished i could juz cry out my eyes and make my heart feel better. BUT I JUZ CANT! haiz. my tear glands juz wun listen to me. i've been having a bad day 2dae. and hw i wished i could turn back the clock. whr did the other me go? i feel that its a different me 2dae. its nt my usual self. wad happen to my other me? whr did the happy go lucky kid go to? how i wish i know the ans too. this is my very 1st time feeling such pain and sadness in my heart. i emoed for the very 1st time in my life. why! i wan to know why!

haiz. seriously feel like crying my heart out to make me feel more better. i keep telling ppl that its not gud to bottle things up, find some one and pour everything out, i counselled a few of my frenz b4, telling them that crying their heart out might make u feel better. and yet my tear glands 'malfunctioned' at a time when i need it most. why cant ppl understand me? why cant ppl juz accept me for who i am and nt find fault with me! nt much ppl REALLY understand me deep down inside. and i dare sae none so far. if u feel that wad im saying now is wrg, prove me wrg then.

i feel that this songs suits hw im thinking rite now. altho the content is abit wrg. this song is a love song. but im nt sadden over love matter. lols. and this song is none other then

忘情水(劉德華)

曾經年少愛追夢 一心只想往前飛
行遍千山和萬水 一路走來不能回
驀然回首情已遠 身不由己在天邊
才明白愛恨情仇 最傷最痛是後悔

如果你不曾心碎 你不會懂得我傷悲
當我眼中有淚 別問我是為誰
就讓我忘了這一切

啊 給我一杯忘情水
換我一夜不流淚
所有真心真意 任它雨打風吹
付出的愛收不回

啊 給我一杯忘情水
換我一生不傷悲
就算我會喝醉 就算我會心碎
不會看見我流淚
忘情水

yes i really hope that there would really be a potion/drink that can make me forget all my emotions and sadness.

isnt there a person out there who can fully understand me deep down in my heart and soul?

Innocence
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